jobless

 

Dear mom and dad, it isn't I don't wanna find a job, it isn't I don't wanna go study, it isn't I always purposely get back home late, it isn't I wanna wake up late, it isn't I don't wanna talk to y'all about my dreams.

I know what i'm doing, I'm spending and only spending every cent I worked hard for, I understand your situation, so please understand mine as well.

Jobless is such a pain in the ass. </3

owh and by the way,

missed Guanny! :)
gonna go Petaling Street for studs hunting tonight! :D

p/s:

no photos for updates currently, both of my GantoiG12 and SYixus220 is in his hands and he keep it as like he owned, lols.

Signing Out,

x o x o .

unsecure.

我是個很沒安全感的人，

可是我寧願一個人寧靜，

也不願在不安氣氛等待，

一個需要時間陪伴的人，

真的可以裝作蠻不在乎，

可心裡實在是難受得很，

不確定，拜託就別親吻....

x o x o.

learn to love.

Morning folks, le me sittin' and derpin' and eatin' and bloggin', and borin'..lollswtf. sorry i crapped


Went for a double date yesternight *blush* with the China Man couple, KFC and Stacy, to Connought night market, Cheras.
KFC and Stacy, KFC and Stacy, ohh it rhyms lol!

Just a random update. Photos gonna up soon.

Gonna date to Ikea later with Mr GoonGoon, lol.

Ohh yea and,
Today is Bryan Burger Day! hippiebirthdaycutieburger! :D

till next post!
#peaceout

love&peace

x o x o.

#melucky

The best thing could ever happen in this world is you've fall in love with your bestfriend,
and found out he's also madly in love with you.. <3
2102-2012 is THE DAY.

#mehappyluckgirl
#smooches <3

love&peace,

x o x o.

ommo!!

This song made my day for the passed few days, it's a sad song, as you can see hear , but for me is not that sad, but idk, its kinda like a food for the soul, good music can feed our souls, indeed.
#le talk like a wiseman :p




Life is.......idk, seems like i've been talking about 'life' 'life' and 'life' where i didn't really lived my life to the very max, i guess i didn't. hmm.
I've been claimed that I'm so busy, I didn't attend my ex-classmate's CNY gathering, i didn't attend my bunch of machi's gathering, I think 99.99999999% of the gatherings I'd missed.
I'msowrong, pleaseforgiveme.
Not that I'm vain after joining the dance scene, not that i don't have any heart on them anymore, not that I've forgotten them after i get to meet new friends, not that I think I'm too awesome for them, not that I'm THAT busy, tho.


Just that is my personal problem that I can't arrange my schedule perfectly, or not even close to 'accordingly', my daily schedule is very very very messy, I had trainings, practices, shows, competitions all over, I haven't get quality time to sit down quietly, peacefully to arrange and sort out everything slowly.
I had to find a job,
I had to meet back my old friends,
I had to spent more time with my family instead of facing the lappie,
I had to spent more time with my lovely friends instead of using majority of my awaking time in a dance studio practicing for shows and competitions,
I had to spent more time with my dearest bff,
I had to talk to my dearest LCY & Ed bro, i missed both of them, badly.

I wanted to go to a beach for so long time,
I wanted to smell the smell of seawater,
I wanted to listen to the sea's lullaby,
I wanted to sit in a quite place with my bff, no talking, just musics,
I wanted to have a walk in the country side,
I wanted to have a photography trip, like last time we Simple people used to do.

I want my life to be more accordingly, I don't want to look back and regretted for wasting this precious period of my life, I'll arrange it all over after next week's competition, next sunday, it's coming, it's near, it's going to be a better life. Ipray, hard.

off to practice now, takecareguys, love y'all .

L0VE&PEACE
x o x o

and it started here...

A very good moooooooooooooorning folks!

Today is the 2nd day for my kantoi brother Mr FelixDgg's college life, he's in his class now and i'm currently sitting and blogging about this in Taylor's Old Town Kopitiam #likeaboss, listening to Queen's & Chilli's song, like oh-so-old-school-rock-and-troll, or else i think imma gonna fall asleep wtf. lolls.

i'm gonna have this, and 'enjoy' until his break, 12:00 #whootzwtf.


'Today i don't feel like doing anything', cuz i get a lil frustrated this morning cuz dad keep asking me to faster faster, and that Felix thing keep gimme that screw-you-imma-gonna-be-late-face where he's going out almost 2hrs before his schedule, and like usual, i don't give an eff, i know its bad, but i just take my fcukin' piece of time to do my thing cuz i know subang's traffic so effing well, its impossibruuuu to get late even you start to travel on 07:40,
and then! silence in the car, like i expected when we get mad of each other,
but then! we turned friends again after we reached Taylor's, juuuuuuust like what i've thought, kudos for the superb accurate future prediction. *chuckles*

 

Today is the first 10th day of year 2012, time flies like wtf, the day i went to Christmas countdown wan like just a week ago, and i just realize i've been saying 'time flies like xxx' for a dozen times in the past few entries, gosh cuz it rearry is!!

I should rearrry find a weekday job, better still i could off work around 18:00 cuz in that case it won't be crushing all my training schedule and stuff, really feel like walking zombie everyday if i continue like this, really wasting of my effing-not-much-left-youth *ahem*, i'm still 2Oyrs old and 6 more days to 2 months kayyyy?!
p/s: screw that number 2* infront of my age, i heit you muchmuch!!

Owh and here is a photo of this girl, sitting and blogging from early morning O9 till now..teehee.

just to show that why we had to buy a proper camera instead of relying on ur web cammie, trolled! :D

Till then,

Lotsa Love!

x o x o ♥

it's been awhile

Heya, i broke my promise, once again, for not updating my bloggie..i'm kinda busy, but, it just and only because i'm lazy, gahahahaha!! *epic phailed

So here i am, staying up at O2:3Oam just to grant my promises.
ahh bullshyts, cuz she tried to sleep 1hour ago, but forgotten she'd taken a nap in the evening, gahahahahaha. fml *evil laughs*

Eventually my lil bro Mr FelixDgg gonna start his college life in Taylor's Lakeside Campus tomorrow, i'm 'forced' to be the driver-for-ze-prince for his whole period of training, fml..and as for my dad's point of view, it would be 'much more advisable' if i could find a job that managed to 'fit in' all his class schedule in order to fetch him on and off school, pretty ridicules huh??
it's kinda like my life will be surrounding him..not to say that im unwilling, but heyyyyyyyyyyy i got my life to live on kayy?? i had dance trainings, friends to meet, stuffs to do, you're asking me to pull everything out just because of this reason?!
894365024650286508434154545.99times no, no, NO NO NO NO, for God's sake..
me really wanna scream out like :'DAAAAAAAAAD!! you're son is already a grown up, he could fcukin' manage his own transport to college, and do you ever wonder that i had my own things to do rather than being his personal-everyday-from-home-to-college driver??
i do respect you fully as my dad, but then, ｐｌｅａｓｅ．．．．．．．．geez, omfg..... '

but frankly speaking, i was kinda overwhelmed back then on my lil brother's orientation day, after sending him to Taylor's, while i was on my way walking from the campus to the parking lot, i kinda flashed back to the very moment where we're still in high school together, and he was still in high school uni's,
then he was sitting for SPM,
then he finished his SPM,
then now, he's in college,
time flies faster then........then i aged, (thats what i hope..LOLs!!)
i meant like seriously, it's just like a blink, then waalahh, you grew older, and older..
#shutthefcukupbitch :p

As i think back over again,
it's been awhile, since i had someone that i can really talk to
it's been awhile, since i'm the healthy old me
it's been awhile, since i cried
it's been awhile, since i laugh like nobody's business
it's been awhile, since i had s person called soulmate, or take me as his/her soulmate
it's been awhile, since i really take care of myself
it's been awhile, since i hugged someone, or i'd never do
it's been awhile, since someone hugged and kissed me, the sincere once
it's been awhile, since i last go to a church
it's been awhile, since i pray
it's been awhile, since i fall for someone
it's been awhile, since i loved
it's been awhile, since i feel the love from others
it's been awhile, since i had a dream that i'm so gonna acheive ot no matter what
it's been awhile, since i talk to myself, and try to fighure out what i really want, and what i really need
and
it's been awhile, since i blogged..

its O3 in the morning right now, guess i hadda hit the sack before its too late, and 93846591375987.99%-ly i'm gonna have a hard time waking up, geez.
safe me pls. :p

till then,
nitey nite everyone!

ignore the messy-ness, lolls. :D






Lotsa Love!

x o x o ♥